Thursday, December 3, 2009

Your friendship means a lot to me, if we were on a sinking ship and there was only 1 life jacket. i would really fuckin miss you

Evening gentle viewers. I`m here in the fish bowl feeling the need to write you all. Its been a while since I have sat here and written. I am patiently waiting to go get my drink on with colleagues.
I`m feeling a little out of sorts this evening. The Misses and I had a little tete a tete and I am unsure of her head space tonight. I don't want to loose her and I`m afraid she may drift away. Not because I am an ass of because I fucked up. Simply because my job is demanding and that my schedule is shit and I cant be around enough. So you can understand that this makes me stressed and feeling extremely helpless. Its frustrating because we just came off our vacation where we were on an incredible high and now I feel like things are uncertain. With everything we have gone through I don't know what else life can throw at us.
I`m feeling like ass. With a week to go to my birthday and 3 weeks before Christmas, I`m not so sure I`m looking forward to the coming weeks. Stay tuned for more madness.

2 comments:

CupCake said...

I hope that things can work out. I know how life can get in the way of relationships. My girlfriend just dumped me a couple weeks ago because we both has very hectic schedules, not to mention living long distance. Sometimes that's just how it is.

Despite any relationship problems you are having, still try to look forward to the future and what life will bring you in the next few weeks. Even if not everything is as you wish it would be, life is still worth celebrating.

Billy King - A Dyke in Kings Clothing said...

Thank you for your kind words. Things seem better and I`m taking things day by day. We are looking forward to a nice xmas and some time away in the new year. Thanks again CupCkae