Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

Thats what my interviewer for a job at TD asked me. All I could think of was "holy fuck! what am I going to say." I honestly told her if you asked that same question 5 years ago I doubt I would have said where I was today. So much came rushing into my mind. Where will I be in 5 years. Where do I want to be? I`m not a 100% sure I am ready to know.
I finished Stone Butch Blues again. I think I read it for a second time trying to find answers to life within its pages. All I was left in the end was a need to crawl under a rock and wait the world out. I have diffenetly come to the conclusion that I consider myself trans and 100% gender queer. I just wish I knew what that meant to me.

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